
Chitchat is in a way an antidote to the boredom and uncertainty. However, I, recently, realize that the post-chitchat vacuum is horrific, which manifests in my regret after wasting too much time in chitchatting.
So, from now on, no matter what that allure is, chitchat should be kept away from me, and the most threatening element that cultivates chat, I mean the lonliness, should also be eliminated, at least I had to learn how to bear it.
regret will vanish after it has been felt many times
I am so tired that my hand become trembling.